Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Where Does Time Go?

I have been trying to write this post for almost two weeks now. I have no idea where the time has gone and I probably can't even tell you the things I accomplished when this blog post wasn't been wrote!

A quick update since the last time I posted (cough, cough) a month ago. My close date on the house is now August 15th. Banks, being banks, can't do anything in a timely fashion and now we have to move everything back. They are all..."oh no, we don't need your tax returns."  Two days later, "Yeah, I am going to need that return."  Ahhhhhhhhh

Over the fourth, Max and I went to LBI. We spent every day at the beach and it was such a fun vacation. The following week Max went to stay with his dad and I got my real vacation!  I went to the gym, laid on the couch, read books and slept in for FOUR WHOLE DAYS!  I was amazing!

Things between myself and the ex continue to be rocky. We have days where things almost seem friendly and then with the flip of a switch, it is ugly again. It is a precarious slope that we seem to constantly crash down, with no warning at all that it is coming. I am hopeful that with time things will get better. But since it takes two people to get there and one of us is a giant ass, I don't know about that happening!

Online dating sucks and I am about to throw in the towel on it. I feel like the people I meet get weirder by the moment. You can just imagine what they say about me...

Basically I spend each day trying to find a balance. Some days I eat great and work out but Max is a wild little beast and works sucks. Then on other days Max is my sweet little boy but the house is gross and the dog runs away again. It is a constant struggle for normalcy. But as my friend always says, "What is normal now?"